A Way Out: Book One

Carson

Since some of my professors weren't at school and the rest canceled at the last minute I decided to just go home and surprise Kirk. Before I left I had the sudden urge to call my parents and ask them if we could have dinner and I told them I was bringing my friend Kirk. Mom agreed and later texted me what time dinner was. I was waiting for Kirk and was excited to tell him about the dinner. He got home at just the right time too. I think I confused him with the music on and that I hadn't locked the door.

I was doing great until about halfway to my parents then I started to get scared but with Kirk's help I got settled down and we made it through the night. I was surprised when my mom and dad knew I was gay and suspected about Kirk. It took a load off my shoulders that they were so cool about it all. Kirk and I enjoyed our time with my parents. I didn't expect mom to invite him to Thanksgiving dinner though. I am glad he accepted but I couldn't stop thinking of what my siblings would say.

Kirk

We spent the next morning in bed making up for lost time. When we finally got out of bed we showered and got dressed. Neither us felt like making anything so we headed out for breakfast. Every time we looked at each other we just grinned. His poor hole had to have been so raw, but he didn't let on. Mine was sore but I could deal with it. We choose Denny's because it was his favorite place. We were quiet while we ate. He got a text turned red when he got it then replied back.

"What's wrong?"

"My sister just texted heard you're bringing someone to dinner Saturday. Who is she?"

"What did you tell her?"

"You will have to wait to find out like everyone else. I love the idea you get to come to dinner, but I don't know if I want to deal with all the questions and I'm kinda springing this on them."

"I understand, remember what I said about you meeting my family?

But your mom and dad accepted you and they suspected I was your boyfriend. So maybe your brothers know or suspect I should say so only your sister will be surprised."

"I guess you're right. We will just have to see."

"Oh shit, I didn't ask my Mom if I could bring you to our dinner. That's if you are willing to go that is."

"Of course, I am. Your mom will be okay with me going right?"

"Yes, she will I know it. I've been feeling better about you meeting them and less worried but when Christmas comes that is when we have the huge party and everyone comes. Not Christmas day but a few days before."

"Good I would rather meet some of your family not everyone at once, it would be too much."

"Yeah it would." my phone rang. "Hold on."

"Hello?" I answered

"Kirk glad I got a hold of you. The test results came in and I know you would want to see them before the holiday." my lawyer said.

"Oh, that's great. I was hoping they would come soon. Let's meet at the center, I'll call Anne and we can meet there."

"That sounds good."

"Okay great, I'll let you know when she can meet. Thank so much Greg see to you in a bit." Looking at Carson.

"That was the lawyer, the results are in. I gotta call Anne to get her to come to the center. Before we know it, we will know if Matt really is related to you for sure ."

"That's great I have been so excited to find out."

I quickly paid the bill when we left. On the way to the center, I called Anne. She said she could meet at the center within the hour. I called Greg back. I told him I'd let him know when she got there.

Shortly after I had told Carson about my suspicion and meeting Anne.

I got her to sign permission to test Matt's DNA, I then had a test kit sent to Carson and Anne. They both hurried to send them to Greg and he sent off to the company to get them tested.

Carson and I arrived at the center in no time. We sat and talked while we waited for Anne.

"You said Marcus will accept Matt but will everyone else?"

"Of course, they would I can't imagine why they wouldn't"

"I was mostly thinking of Marsha, how she would react to Marcus having a long-lost son."

"I'm sure she will be okay with it. I was wondering about something though."

"What's that?"

"Well, how will we tell them all this? How was it that you thought Marcus and Matt were father and son? Why did we do the test in the first place? Why did Anne tell you who Matt's father was?"

"I have been thinking hard on that. Some things are easy,

like how I thought Matt was related to you. He looks a lot like your family that black hair of his for one. Which I thought was colored by the way. But somethings we will have to work out with Anne and Matt. I sure in the hell can't tell them this all got started because of what happened with Matt. That's why I started talking to him and seeing him more. That is when I started seeing things about you and him."

"I sure didn't expect any of this, but I am really glad I know for sure things will get better for him finely."

"Yeah I agree" there was a light tapping on the office door which we left open. I looked up and saw Matt and his mom.

"Anne I'm so glad you were able to come so soon," I said standing up.

"I didn't expect to see you though Matt" I gave him a hug.

"He insisted he come with me." I looked at Matt

"Do you know what this is all about?"

"NO, I don't but Mom has been acting funny since she told me she came here to talk to you that one day. She won't tell me what's going on," he said with anger.

"Let's have a seat. But first I got to make a quick call." We all sat then I called Greg to let him know Anne came but told him to take his time we had to talk first.

Matt sat in one of the chairs in front of my desk while Anne sat in the recliner by the couch.

"Matt I am really sorry your Mother has been so secretive lately it is my fault." He just glared at us.

His mother said "Honey when I came here to thank Kirk for helping you and helping us. I told him a lot of things. The most important thing I told him was about your father."

"What about him?" he snarled

"Matt settle down. You don't need to act like this." I told him, but he ignored me.

Anne continued. "I told him the night you were conceived and that I never told your father about you."

"Why the hell didn't you tell him about me?" he was near tears I went to stand by him and put my hand on his shoulder for comfort, but he pushed it away.

"I was scared. I was young, he was young, and I didn't think he would believe me or understand. I was scared he wouldn't accept you." Matt stood up and screamed

"You ruined my life, I could have lived with him and be happy but nooo you had to only think about yourself!" He ran out of the room.

Anne said "I'm sorry about this. He gets like this sometimes maybe this isn't the best time to do this."

"No this is the right time. It's clearly bothering him that he doesn't know. I will go talk to him. If the lawyer comes tell him what happened and to wait." I said

I left to go search for Matt. I knew he didn't leave the building, so I checked the places he likes to hide and read when he is there. I found him huddled up in a corner holding his knees up to his chest. He was trying not to cry. I sat across from him.

"Matt I am sorry about this, I really am. Your mom has been secretive because I didn't want to get your hopes up until we knew for sure without a doubt who your biological father is." He didn't budge.

"Yes, she is very sure who he is but I wanted proof before we went any further. My lawyer is on the way to tell us. When your mom took those swabs of your inner cheek she gave it to him and he sent it to the lab to compare it to someone else' DNA." he looked up at me.

"Who's?" he whispered.

"What?"

"Who's did you compare it to?" he softly said.

"Your uncle. He was the only person I knew I could get to test first to make sure."

"How do you know who my uncle is?"

"He was in the office with us."

"You, you mean your boyfriend is my uncle?" he was really confused.

"Yeah sweetie, we are pretty sure Carson's oldest brother is your biological father."

"How can you be so sure?"

"Your mother told me he is." I then told him about the picture of Marcus and that he looked just like his father did at that age. I told him some of what his mom told me before.

Before I could say anymore he got up and ran. I ran after him not knowing where he would go this time. I found him in my office holding Carson.

I said, "Even though you don't get to come live with me like you wanted at least I will be your uncle." I smiled

"Yeah that's true!" he said not letting go of his uncle.

Greg came in a few minutes later.

"Now that we are all here what do you say we find out what this paper says." Greg got out once we were comfortable again.

I looked at Matt then to Anne back to Matt he nodded yes so, I said: "Let's do this."

Greg opened the envelope and pulled out the letter. He went over it quick then read it to us. Subject A was most definitely closely related to subject B.

Matt and Carson both let out a breath like they were holding it in. Both Anne and I had no doubt they were closely related. Matt jumped up and hugged me.

"Thank you." he finally got out.

"Thank your mother. She is the one that confirmed what I suspected, and she gave permission to test your DNA against Carson's." He

stepped over to his Mother and stood there for a minute then he started crying he hugged his mom. They held on for some time, so I indicated Carson and Greg to come out of the office with me. On the way out, I closed the door.

By the front door, I shook Greg's hand and thanked him so much for coming so close to the holiday. He said not to worry about it, that's why my family pays his firm the big bucks. We all chuckled at that. We talked for a while about what to do next. I wanted to rush it but it all depended on Anne approaching Marcus about his son. I had a feeling Carson wanted to hurry and get it done too but baby steps are the best.

Matt and his mom came out about fifteen minutes later. Both had been crying. We talked for a little bit then parted ways after I got all the lights off and locked up again. Carson and I headed back to my place for the rest of the day.

We just lounged around enjoying our much-needed time together. We watched a few shows and talked about me meeting his parents and what it will be like once Marcus finds out about Matt. Later that night I got a call. It was Matt wanting to talk to Carson. They talked for a couple of hours getting to know each other. The next day was Thanksgiving so Carson and I were going to my parents for dinner. He was nervous but what I did to him that night kept his mind off meeting my family. We slept soundly holding each other.

Carson

When I woke up Thanksgiving morning wrapped in Kirk's arms. I didn't want to get out of the warm bed let alone his grasp, but my bladder won in the end. I got up to pee and shivered the whole time because it was colder than I expected, and I was naked. Soon as I was done I raced back to bed to get under the warm covers. Instead of falling back asleep I just lay on my side watching the man I loved. I slowly took his hand and laced my fingers through his. I was careful not to wake him. I can't say why I always lace my fingers through his. I just did it that very first night we slept together. It made me feel safe somehow and since he didn't mind I made it my thing. I am so happy to be home, that's what I call his apartment. But whenever I was with Kirk I was home even when he was down at school with me I felt I was home.

It has been so hard on me being so far away. I worry that one day he will find someone else, someone older than me better than me. I don't doubt he loves me, but I still worry. Once in a while when I think about Kirk my mind drifts to Nick. I never really noticed but as time went on I started noticing similarities between those two. Both kind, caring, goofy and I ended up loving both of them very much. Before Nick vanished I was thinking of telling him how I felt about him. But I never had a chance. Everyone knew I was upset because I lost my best friend but not that I lost my first love. That was the real reason for my breakdown. The real reason I pushed people away, it was just easier for me that way. Even today I haven't told Kirk how I truly felt about Nick but sometimes when we talk I get that he understands my feelings I had for Nick. I had hoped for the longest time that Nick was going to show up but that hope is long gone.

Since Kirk came into my life I have been happier than I have ever been. He isn't just a boyfriend but a shoulder to cry on when I hurt the most. When I'm about to lose my mind at school I call Kirk and he makes me feel better. Somedays I want to quit school and just live with him. Of course, I can't do that Mom and Dad would be pissed and so would Kirk. So I just stay at it working hard to get through my time away from home.

I was really excited to find out if Matt was really my nephew. I trust Kirk very much but at the beginning, I doubted what he was thinking was true. But the more we talked about it I started to believe too. When Kirk got the call that the results were in I got excited and nervous at the same time I started to worry that they were false. I was surprised when Matt burst into the office and gave me a big hug. Then I realized what Kirk had told him and that got Matt excited that he had an uncle right there in front of him.

When Kirk stirs he tries to roll over, but I keep hold of his hand. He tugs maybe to pull me with him, but I held strong. He mumbles something I can't understand "Love you" to I say as I lean in to kiss him and pull him to me. I let go of his had but grab onto his hard pole. That causes him to open his eyes. "What do you think you're doing?" he mumbles.

I start jerking and say, "Playing with my favorite toy."

"Mmm don't stop that feels good" I lean in for another kiss and lay him on his back and sit on him. His cock wedged in my crack and I slowly start moving leaning in for another kiss. That just causes him to moan. He takes hold of my now hard cock and jerks it. I know he isn't completely awake yet. I grab the lube off the nightstand and get plenty in my ass and on his very rigid cock. I raise up keeping the blanket warped around me and slowly sit. He grabs my waist as I do this.

Even with him being my first I know I don't want anyone but him inside me. He fits perfectly inside me. I can't help but arch my back when I ride him like this so the blanket falls behind. But I don't care anymore having him inside me warms me up plenty. I pivot on him slowly then faster when I know he is near I stop. It drives him crazy, but I know he loves when I do it. I love just feeling him in me even if neither of us moves it is just heaven. I start slowly again then go faster.

We can do this forever, other times it gets to him faster and he takes matters into his own hands. He always jerks me when I do this but now he won't touch my dick and when I try to he pushes my hand away. He knows that drives me crazy, but I love it. I love everything we do but only because it's him. I want to please him as much as I can, and I know he wants to please me as well.

After the fifth time of going fast and stopping he grabs me rolls over pinning me on my back, lifts my ass up high and pounds as hard and fast as he can. Me moaning and crying out every time he hits my love button, as he calls it. I can get pretty loud when he gets this rough, but I can't help it. I try to touch my cock and this time he lets me jerk. I try to hold on as long as I can, but I don't. When I shoot it covers my whole chest. Right after, he unloads his babies inside me. He lets my ass down lays on me wrapping his arm around me pulling me close to him. I wrap my arms around him in return not wanting to let go or wanting this moment to end.

Without saying a word, he gets up and pulls me to the bathroom. While he pees, I brush my teeth and get in the shower. I stand under the water letting it warm me up. After Kirk brushes his teeth he joins me and pulls me to him. We take our time cleaning each then when we are done we dry each other off and get dressed. We didn't say a word to each other after we got out of bed to shower. We actually spend a lot of time without saying anything. We don't have to talk all the time. Just being together is good enough.

On the way to Kirk's parents' house, I sat quietly looking out the window, but I didn't see anything. He took my hand and squeezed it. "You okay sweetie?" I look over at him I could tell he is concerned.

"Yeah I'm just nervous is all." he kissed my hand

"Don't be they will love you." he smiled at me trying to encourage me.

"I know but I can't help it. I've never done this before."

"I know baby but don't worry I will be by your side the whole time. My family will welcome you. You will love them once you get to know them."

"I'm sure I will," I said absently

Once we got there Kirk took my hand as we walked to the door. I thought the place would be huge because of how much money his family has. Well it was compared to the homes I was used to, but it wasn't the mansion I had expected. I kinda felt intimidated but holding Kirk's hand made me feel better. The foyer was huge with a chandelier hanging in the center of it. We went straight to the kitchen, it was amazing almost the size of Kirk's whole apartment. My mom would like a kitchen like this I know it. As we entered there was a lady at the stove and a guy at the island he was setting up the vegetable try.

When the lady turned around she smiled and said, "Oh honey I'm so glad you're here your father and I could use the help." then the guy looked up and smiled as well. He looked like an older Kirk.

"I always come early to help but first I would like you two to meet Carson," Kirk said as he hugged his mom.

"Well of course." She said when they released then looking at me "It's so nice to finally meet you Kirk has told us too much about you."

"It's so nice to meet you too Mrs. Justice." I smile nervously

"Please call me Nancy," she said as she gave me a hug. As we briefly held each other I smelled her perfume. It was familiar, something from my past. But when she released me and turned to Kirk's dad I forgot about the memory the smell of her perfumed brought me. She walked me over to the island "This is Kirk's father, Honey come meet the young man Kirk has been telling us about."

I put my hand out. He hesitated then took my hand and shook it with a real firm grip. "Nice to meet you, Carson, we have been looking forward to meeting you," he said with a straight face which confused me.

"Uh thank you, Sir, I have been looking to meeting you as well." I smiled.

"You can call me Dr. Justice." What the hell I thought?

Then at the same time "Father" from Kirk and "Kenneth you be nice." from Nancy. Then he grinned and pulled me in for a hug squeezing me to him. He chuckled when he let me go.

"Come on, I can't have a little fun with my new son-in-law?"

"Dad that wasn't funny," Kirk said. I just glowed inside because he called me his son-in-law I couldn't believe it. I went and wrapped my arms around Kirk.

"It's okay it was just a little joke," I said.

Looking into my eyes Kirk replied: "Are you sure?"

"Yes, very sure. Besides" turning to look at his dad " I'd rather be teased by a father-in-law then ignored." I smirked

"Alright, you boys let's get busy, we have lots to do here."

We spent the next few hours cooking and setting things up for our dinner. Every once in a while, I would try to remember where I knew that perfume Nancy was wearing but I couldn't. So, I tried to put it out of my mind, I know it will come to me. Kirk's brother Raymond, his wife Susan and their two boys Miles and Tim came an hour before dinner was to be done. She went to help in the kitchen while Kirk and I stayed in the front room with his dad, brother, and the boys.

"Who is this little brother?" Raymond asked pulling Kirk into a side hug but looking at me "I thought you swore off men after the disaster with James?"

Kirk wiggled out of his brother's grip and wrapped his right arm around my waist "Ray this is my partner Carson. He changed my mind about that. Carson this is my older crazier brother Ray."

We shook hands "Older brother yes but trust me he is the crazier one." He smiled showing bright straight white teeth. "So, you're the reason my brother had found a way out of that dark time in his life huh?" Without letting me answer he pulled me into a hug and whispered, "Thank you."

He let me go and winked at me. All I could do was smile and glow on the inside. I really felt I belonged here. I was so worried I wouldn't.

"Hey, why are you winking at my man?" Kirk asked

"Don't you mean your boy? How old are you anyway 16?"

"For your information, he just turned 20." Kirk glared at this brother.

"Oh, I was so close." Ray winked at me again, letting me know he was only trying to get under Kirk's skin.

"Carson, why was my brother winking at you?" Kirk inquired

"Because I told him a secret about you from when we were kids." I had a hard time not laughing at that.

"Oh, and what secret would that be Raymond?"

"I can't tell you it's a secret." he winked again

"Stop winking already." Kirk was really flustered but I don't know why his brother was just having some fun. I felt a tug on my pants leg, I looked down and saw one of the boys.

He was looking at me. "Whos you?" He asked.

I just knelt down to his level and smiled. "I'm Carson. what's your name?"

"I's Tim," he said all proud of himself and gave me a big smile. "You my new ucle?"

"Yeah, I am. Is that okay?" I asked the little blonde boy.

He nodded and said "yeth!" then he just wrapped his arms around my neck. I automatically wrapped my arms around his tiny body. Then stood up. Kirk rubbed his hair and asked

"How are you doing munchkin?"

In response, Tim said, "I's not m'chkin." we all smiled

"OK, OK How are you nephew?" Kirk asked again.

"I's good." he gave another big smile.

I learned Tim was 3 and I met his older brother Miles he was 6. I also met Susan she was very kind and welcomed me to the family as well. Just as we were getting all the food in the dining room Debra Kirk's sister showed up with her husband Joe and their little boy Kim and baby Donna. We all had a great time enjoying our dinner and catching up with everyone. I felt very welcomed into the family but wasn't ready to part with them when it was time to go.

"Think you survived?" Kirk asked on the way home "Of course I did. I can't wait to see them again."

"Really? You're not ready to run for the hills?"

"Only if I can take you with. Seriously I had a great time. I love your family. Hell, that was way better than my family get-togethers. Most of the time they are great, but Marsha tends to cause a lot of tension. We have tried to make her feel welcome, but she seems to act like we are beneath her. Which is just fucking crap because we all know she grew up in a cheap run-down apartment and her father worked one job to another because he couldn't hold a job."

"You make her sound pretty awful," Kirk replied

"She isn't really but she has an attitude that causes trouble. At least when she gets together with the family."

"Why does Marcus put up with her then?"

"To be honest I don't really know."

Lying in bed later that night Kirk looked over at me and said. "You know the whole time we were there I kept thinking of you riding me this morning?"

"So, did I and I kept thinking how bad I wanted your ass I was tempted to take you upstairs to take it."

"Well, why didn't you then?"

"Because I wasn't going to fuck you in your parent's house the first time I meet your family."

"So next time then?" he grinned

"I don't think so. I don't want to wait that long I'd rather have your ass now. I had my way with his ass for an hour then we fell asleep in each other's arms.

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Author's Notes:

A big thank you to Max and Mason.

C.J.

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